I live in the UK and I have been a willing and enthusiastic slave to a wonderful Mistress who keeps me in chastity and controls all my orgasms (or lack of!!). She uses a combination of written and physical control.
Often we use Timelock to keep me in control sometimes She will use words alone to exercise Her wonderful control.
In this blog we will share with you all the journey we undertake - We hope you enjoy it.
4 comments:
.flyboy’s chaste state
01282008 0100 (UK time)
Flyboy wrote: Good night EarthGoddess. It was great to hear your voice if only for a few moments. I am looking forward to having some fun together. I am yours to use.
01272008
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
And I missed you too.
I am going to have to set off to London soon -
however I hope I can email you before I sleep tonight.
I would love to chat on the phone soon...
theEarthGoddess wrote: What can I say: Yes, it is you that is lucky!!
Did I mention that I missed you while you were away??
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
You make it very easy for me to submit to you.
Natural dominance is rare - it is I that am the lucky one.
We've known each other for awhile. It's taken time. I don't even remember how it was in the beginning. But you give up control so easily and so completely to me. It definitely enhances my Dominance!! I love it.
Thank you, flyboy
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
We make a good team, your dominance and my submissiveness.
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
rivaled by your imagination!! well, my imagination is in there too!
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
Your mind is wonderful!!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
The mind is so wonderful:)
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
"..more completely mine than you've ever imagined"
Those words are very chilling and very exciting!!!
Then take a very deep breath and don't worry about it. your cock is mine for the next little while: more completely mine than you've ever imagined. your cock is inaccessible to you. Focus on things that you CAN control: work, your house, etc.......anything BUT your genitals and your sexuality. They belong to me!
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
The last thing I want is control, just to be controlled - completely and absolutely.
theEarthGoddess wrote: you're so male!! and so wanting to be in control. Silly flyboy, don't you worry your pretty cock over such things. That's my job! and you're Mine for the next two weeks.
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
And all the time I am having to keep myself on the
edge....
Will I be allowed to cum or once again locked up in frustration!!!!!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess@earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
Perhaps I should lower myself ever so slowly over your face so that you can lick me clean........
Now my "cage" is full!!
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
You can only imagine how full the cage is now!!!!!!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess@
earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
and you would be in those 3-point restraints tied very securely all the while. I can see you writhing in torment, struggling to endure the scenario: wanting so much to obey and to be found
pleasing/worthy, but also so wanting to burst forth.
Next, I would stand over you on the bed and wash off that cum with a flood of warm liquid Golden Nectar...
a fitting Piece de Resistance!!
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
That would be amazing!!!!!!!!!
How could I contain myself?? Just the imagination of that whole scene is
enough to get me very hot - it would be almost impossible not to cum!! You would test me beyond anything I have ever had to endure before!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess@earthgoddess417@yahoo.com> wrote:
I picture myself sitting across the room from you in a black leather bustier, garter belt,
stockings, heels, legs crossed (right ankle on left knee).....can you picture it?? Crop in hand, slapping it on my palm perhaps in rhythm to your stroking........
Or perhaps you should stroke in rhythm to my slapping......
Yes, that's more like it!!
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
I will take some ropes with me this week so I can tie myself - to your instructions obviously!!!.
I often fantasise about you being in the same room as me when I play with myself. I think the mirror trick would be even harder with you there!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
Perhaps I should have you restrain yourself (3 point restraints) on your back while performing the Mirror Trick upside down (supine)!! I would love to watch.
Hopefully, one day I will!!
--- Flyboy@chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
I did, and I found it very hard!!!!!! Several times I really had to use all
my will power to stop from cumming. I have to be very close to the edge indeed to actually leak and drip pre-cum...that is why it is such a torment. I would love you to watch me perform it.
Also the mirror trick is done with me kneeling over the mirror, the very submissive nature of the position adds a certain spice to it.
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
but didn't you perform the Mirror Trick this morning before locking in?? stroking,
leaking, slurping?? you may have been on your back, but the actions were similar and the torment was definitely there!!
--- Flyboy@chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
The unpredictable nature of things is the most thrilling!!!! I like it that
we are 'publicising' what we are doing – albeit in an anonymous way. I wonder how many will read of my torment? I think the mirror trick is very difficult, to actually keep myself sufficiently close so I leak precum but don't cum requires all my concentration! Very, very cruel but I love it!!!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
I would prefer getting your messages first, but I
don't think I'd modify them in any way. I want your
raw emotions!! I may "amend" them in a follow up
post, but I want to know how and what you are actually
feeling.
There may be brief periods of release for teasing,
tormenting, grooming, etc., but they will be brief and
unpredictable. Those periods may involve tasks like
the Mirror Trick and the like. I want it to be
spontaneous and I'm confident that you will do your
best to comply with my instructions.....as always.
--- Flyboy @chasteflyboy@googlemail.com wrote:
I think this could be a long but interesting 2 weeks.
I would love you to post the story in the blog - I think it is best that I send it to you first - that way you can 'moderate' what I write - you are the Domme after all!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess@earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
I'll make a Word.doc out of them. Or you could write them in your blog. Or I could. I'd prefer to get your letters here first.
I'll send you little "chores" as we go, most likely at night so you can get them in the morning or evening after work. Don't despair. There's always the Update Key. I know how to use it now!! Lucky for you:) But don't count on it.........
Flyboy wrote: I will be working during the day but I hope to email you each evening with an update of how I am coping with my confinement....... or whatever other torment you set me!!!!!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
Thank you. I DID get the code.....and the lovely
account of your battle with Temptation. you're such a
good boy:)
The time difference, especially during the day, will
be tricky, but I will indeed do my worst....with my
"wurst"!!
Good morning EarthGoddess,
I hope you slept well. Did you dream of my chastity?!!
Good morning EarthGoddess,
Well, I did it, I have submitted to you for a duration far more than ever before. GULP!!!
In your last email you told me to enjoy my last hours of freedom - I woke this morning and lay in bed looking forward to my chastity and started to play with your cock. For the next 5 minutes I took and held it on the very edge - holding myself only 1 stroke away from that elusive orgasm. My entire body was screaming for release and I knew that just one wayward stroke would send me over. That bittersweet feeling of an orgasm only just below the surface - that titanic contest of mind over body, the intense and all consuming frustration!!!!!!! There are no words to describe that feeling properly!!! Your cock was engorged, your balls heavy and the pre-cum was flowing - each bit lovingly transferred to my mouth.
But I could no more make myself cum than fly to the moon, without your permission cumming simply wasn't an option so after the 5 minutes I took my hand away from your cock, watched as it twitched with almost unbearable frustration. I was bathed in sweat from the effort of holding back.
A shower and shave later it had recovered sufficiently to be locked away out of temptations way and here is the code:
2zU4wr
I love that moment, the final click of the lock, that defining moment of control lost to you, a simple click of a lock but it carries the such importance.
I am yours now - do your worst (or best)!!!!!
On 27/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
As they say, Today is the first day of the rest of you
life!! "They" must be Dommes!!
your code, should you decide to accept it......
41JJ21O29PMF2B7UM3c09lzWqf1zbwt3vP0
Lock your load!! lol. As opposed to Lock and
load....
flyboy wrote on 1/28/2008 @ 1747 UK time:
Good afternooon EarthGoddess,
After our chat last night I fell deeply asleep - I think the excesses of last week finally caught up with me. So deeply did I sleep that I didn't get woken up by the normal early morning wood!!!!! I am sure that situation will not last.
The day was uneventful, the occasional swelling in the cage reminding me of how I have been locked. Secured by someone I have never met - someone who I hardly know, someone who has the key to my cock!!!
When I got back to the hotel I looked at the photos you sent me last night - I imagined the girl witnessing my chastity, possibly while she was being fucked by some man who isn't locked as I am. I can only dream of the sensations he has as he thrusts inside her, my cock was swollen and painful against the cage as I envied the access he would have to her body. I imagined him having the freedom to cum when he wished. How long is it sincce I have had that freedom - it seems like forever.
I wan to play with my cock, I want to feel the rising sensation of an approaching orgasm but I know that these are just empty wishes. I am locked and all I can do is endure the frustration.
If I cannot cum, is there someone who can have my orgasm by proxy? Is there anyone who can have my orgasm for me? Would you cum for me? Do you know some other slave that you could make cum in my stead? That would be so delightfully frustrating to read of the orgasm that someone else had for me!!!!
Until later.
flyboy wrote: A looooooong time!
That doesn't mean that it doesn't mean I don't long for the feeling. I wish I could be inside you!!
On 29/01/2008, theEarthGoddess @earthgoddess417@yahoo.com wrote:
Isn't it past your bedtime?? Or did MY cock wake you
up??
you hardly know me?? How can you say that? Seems
like we've been corresponding for YEARS!!
How long has it been since my cock has been inside a
dark wet tight pussy??
.flyboy 01302008 2137 UK time
I was browsing the net tonight - and I saw a Aneros Helix advertised so I decided to buy it. I hope we can incorporate it in out play.
I don't know if you know the device but it is basically a self milking device - I think it will be very frustrating for me especially caged. Obviously I would only use it under your directions!!!!!
http://www.aneros.com/detail.php?id=15
.flyboy 01302008 1848 UK time
4 days now and still the Timelock is saying pay penalty - I am so temped. It is more difficult than I thought to be in constant chastity. All I can think of when I am not busy is our cock and how much I want to stroke it erect! Yes I know, weak man!!!
At the moment I think that there is not much I would not put myself through to be able to hold an erection again. I was even fantasising about giving another man oral sex last night!!!!! You really have turned me into a sub slut - thank you :-)
I think I am going to press 'Pay Penalty' just to see how long I have to go - I do so with much trepidation...........just plucking up courage.........I know it will extend my time......but by how much.........will I actually find out anything!!!..............
Well not as bad as I thought. I got an extra 5 hours but found out it is set now at warm..........however, I have also just realised that you may have also set it to torment which means it may be lying to me aaaaargh!!!!
Now the display has gone back to pay penalty - you really do know how to mess with my head.
Thats probably enough rantings from me for now. Hope to speak soon, maybe at the weekend if you are free.
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